Seriously Lydia, you just threw pretty much every single person that was on your side under the bus?!  She needs to be evicted like now!

I probably won't be around much for a while since BB just started again, and it takes over my life in the summer.  Plus now I have the feeds thanks to Roxy, and it's even more addicting.  I usually only stick around for a few weeks til my favorites are gone though, and Jeff looks like he's in serious hot water right now, so I may be back pretty soon.  I hope not though.  I'm tired of my favorites being evicted so early.  I may turn into a horrible LJ friend though and if you want to cut me, that's fine.  I completely understand. =)

I remember I did this once long ago but never got around to giving my responses, so I'm doing it again.

*steals from callmeadreamer *

top fives meme!

Comment with a subject for a top five (ships, songs, books, etc) you would like to see my answer. I will post my answers in a separate entry. Be as specific or as broad as you'd like.

New profile pic...I hadn't changed mine in so long.  I really liked how the coloring turned out.

Spent the day with my BFF.  So much fun.  I hadn't spent that much time with her in so long.  We actually talked about Twilight at some point during dinner, and I realized it was the first time I have ever really talked about it with someone in person (instead of just online) that actually knows all about it.  I can talk about the first movie with 2 of my sisters, but that's about it because they haven't read the books.  As for my other sister who has read them, we don't share the same opinions so we usually just don't discuss it.  So it was really quite interesting to be able to speak about it verbally with someone who got it.  Plus I found out she reads fanfiction too, and she had no idea I did as well.  We recommended some fics to each other.  It was awesome.

Watched Star Trek again.  It was still as amazing this time as it was last.  My Pinto love just keeps growing.  Spork FTW!  *points to icon*

I was watching that movie Another Cinderella Story last week, and that Drew Seeley guy looked so familiar to me.  I knew I had seen him before, but I just couldn't place it.  Then I decided to watch s1 OTH again and when I came across 1x04, it hit me...he played Vegas!  He was a pretty minor character (had like 1 line) but I remember when Brooke says "Shut up, Vegas!" during the I Never game, and that's him.  I swear he looked older on OTH than he did in that movie yet that was in '03 and the movie was in like '08.  Weirdness.

Ugh, I ruined my sleep schedule once again.  Went to bed last night at 6 after not sleeping the night before thanks to a fic I couldn't stop reading, woke up around 2 in the morning, then went back to bed and woke up at 7 this morning, and now I'm tired at 1:30.  It's way too early to sleep though.  I can't wake up that early again.  It'll drive me crazy.

Guess who had internet problems again?  I'm so tired of it always happening.  I may just get a new provider.

So did I miss much this past week I was gone?

LMFAO!  I saw this somewhere and it cracked me up.



Someone needs to make a text icon with that!  I'd so use it.

I read the Remember Me script last night, and omg, I bawled my eyes out.  I knew there was some twist in it, but I totally didn't see that coming.  I don't know how I'm going to watch that movie.  It was hard enough reading it, but seeing it play out.  Oh my, my heart is going to break big time.

So they finally got their happy ending, and as hard as I thought it was going to be say goodbye, having such a perfect ending sort of makes it easier to accept.  It's easier to let go.  They finally got the family they always wanted.  No couple will ever top Lucas and Peyton in my heart, and that's pretty amazing.  They will always be my ultimate OTP. 

The 2 coda quotes from 5x13 and 6x24 came full circle just like them.

"Make a wish and place it in your heart.  Anything you want.  Everything you want.  Do you have it?  Good. Now believe it can come true.  You never know where the next miracle is going to come from.  The next smile. The next wish come true.  But if you believe that it's right around the corner.  And you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it.  To the certainty of it.  You just might get the thing you're wishing for.  The world is full of magic.  You just have to believe in it.  So make your wish.  Do you have it?  Good.  Now believe in it.  With all your heart."



"Take a look at yourself in a mirror, who do you see looking back?  Is it the person you want to be?  Or is there someone else you were meant to be, the person you were meant to be but fell short of?  Is someone telling you you can't or won't?  Because you can.  Believe that love is out there.  Believe that dreams come true every day.  Because they do.  Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power.  Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and the quiet nobility of leading a good life.  Believe that dreams come true every day.  Because they do.  So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be.  Believe that.  And believe that dreams come true every day.  Because they do."

Just got back from watching Star Trek!  I was never a Star Trek fan before, but I figured, the movie had hott guys and everyone was raving about it might as well go watch it.  Plus I hadn't seen my best friend in months and she wanted to watch it again.  I loved it so vulcan much! lol

Chris Pine is so gorgeous it's insanity.  Definite Top 10 material.  UNF!  When he first came on screen, I had to bite back a moan.  The ovaries twitched.

I'm such a sap, I totally teared up at the beginning.  It broke my heart.  So sad. =[

I laughed so much more than I thought I would too.  It definitely had a lot of humorous moments.  I got a bit confused at parts, and it reminded me of the confusion that happens to me when I watch TSCC, but I understood the main points and that's all that matters.

Btw, Spock is so much fun to say!  I found myself randomly saying it through the movie.

Overall I definitely recommend it.  Although that's coming from someone who doesn't know anything about Star Trek so I'm not sure how much someone who loves it would love the movie.

New Header!!!  I hadn't changed mine since my birthday almost 2 months ago, and I used to change it every week.  I finally re-downloaded my photoshop so you can probably expect that again.

I had to make something with those LP wedding stills.  I really liked how the coloring turned out.  It was originally going to be in black and white, but I changed my mind. 

5 more days! ♥

I really suck at updating this thing, so I will try to get better at it.

+ My cat keeps coming inside, and I honestly have no clue how.  She's usually outside, and the door isn't open nor are any windows so I am stumped as to how she does it.  I keep taking her out and she just magically reappears inside.  It's very odd.

+ I finally installed my new webcam I got for Christmas.  I doubt I'll use it very much because I don't really see the point in them, but it's pretty so that's something.

+ I'm actually looking forward to General Hospital on Monday.  It's been so long since I've been able to say that, but I guess that's what happens when a half-naked Sam jumps into Jason's arms.

+ I need to download photoshop again soon.  I surprisingly miss it.  Plus I need a new header.

+ Speaking of missing things, I miss all my music I used to have on my computer before it went kaput.  I'm way too lazy to add it all back.  I don't even have all my RBD music on here yet.

+ On the RBD front, I really need to get over my ill-feelings towards Maite. I haven't really liked her in over half a year, and it's really starting to bug me now because I don't even understand where these feelings stem from anymore.  I know where they started, but I've come a long way from there too.  My biggest problem was that she just started seeming fake to me.  She wasn't anywhere near the same girl she used to be, she seemed like a wannabe Any clone.  No offense to Any or Mai fans of course.  I just couldn't stand her at some point, but I thought I was over feeling that way, and it turns out I'm not.  I do think that some of her fans are a part of the reason though.  You know how certain fans can ruin things for you?  I think that happened to me.  Cross your fingers that one day I'll like her again.

+ It's insanity how much Ucker and JT remind me of each other here:
( Hottness Ahead...Proceed with Caution )

It's about time!  I've really missed all of y'all.  My time away sucked big time.

First my computer got a virus, what else is new? It's fine now, but I plan on ordering a new one soon.  I so need it with how much this one hates me.  Then I twisted my ankle and took some pain medication and if you know me, you know that medicine of any kind puts me to sleep and it doesn't wear off for days so I spent my time sleeping.  Then one Sunday I woke up with my neck/shoulder feeling really sore and I thought I had just slept on it wrong so my sister massaged it out, but the soreness wouldn't go away.  A few days later there was some swelling behind my neck and near my left shoulder blade and it looked like I had been bit by some sort of insect so I just ignored it.  Then my whole body started itching especially my neck and back and the swelling started hurting and had turned red and looked blistery. I had also started getting some of them on my left arm.  I had no idea what it was so I went to the ER which is huge for me because I don't do hospitals.  Turns out I got shingles.  I was pretty shocked because usually the people who get that are a lot older, most over 60 so why would a 21 year old get it?  Apparently I had too much stress and that's what caused it.  Stupid anxiety!  I had apparently gone to the hospital too late and they couldn't give me some anti-viral medication to stop it so I had to wait it out.  The outbreak had to continue on til the end.  They gave me more pain medication and some antibiotics so when it healed, it would heal completely.  The next week was beyond painful because I started getting more on my back and left arm.  It just got worse and worse.  I can honestly say I finally understand the expression "blinding pain" now.  At one point because I had to keep them clean, my mom was washing them down with a rag or something and I'm not sure what she did, but I saw white.  I could not see anything but white, there was a buzzing in my ears, I felt faint, and my back was in so much pain.  It was the worse pain I'd ever been in.  Not fun at all.  I could barely sleep even though the medication put me to sleep but whenever I did sleep, my back and arm would hurt, so it was just not a pleasant time.  I couldn't get on my computer because my arm was in so much pain I couldn't use it.  Fortunately they're now healing and all that are left are the scars.  They should clear up in a few weeks.  I don't ever want to go through that again.

So what did I miss in the 3 weeks I was gone?  Anything interesting?

Happy 21st Birthday to me!  Finally 21!  It's not really a huge change, but I can drink legally now, that's got to count for something. =)

New Header!  It was made by the amazing MyMyKins (mushu603 )!  Isn't it gorgeous?!  I'm so in love with it!  Dul and Ucker look so BA! *thud*  'Tis why they belong together! ♥

I made a new Jason and Sam fluff video.  I haven't made a vid in quite a while and a Jason and Sam one in over 2 years so it's not amazing or anywhere near it, but I like it overall.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1IMmNeN7Cs&fmt=18

I am so beyond tired of the OTH fandom!  How the fuck is it Chad's fault that Hilarie isn't coming back?!  So what if he wants to move on?!  He had a damn contract for 6 years, he signed it and did his time, he shouldn't be tied down to a never-ending show because of that!  He has every right to move on.  There's absolutely nothing wrong with that.

As for Hil, I love the girl more than anything, but who the fuck said she was fired?!  What I got from the video is that she didn't agree with the creative decisions made, which could easily mean she didn't like what they had in store for Peyton if she stayed so she decided not to renew her contract.  It's normal for people to get emotional about the end of something they've done for years.  People starting with the Mark fired her crap has no real foundation.  Besides it wouldn't even be considered firing without a contract.  Sure Mark could have talked her into it because his vision has always been an LP ending, but I don't think there was any "firing" done.  No one knows the real reason, but it's ridiculous to blame Chad and Mark for this.  Had there been no season 7, it would have been the same thing.

If people are really looking for someone to blame, it's the CW.  If they would have just not renewed the damn show for another season, we wouldn't have this problem.  She would still not be Peyton anymore, there would be no Lucas either or Brooke, Nathan, and Haley for that matter.  You can't even really blame Mark for it because the CW still could have renewed the show and just gotten a new writer.  That's how things work in that industry.  It's stupid, but it happens.

I, for one, am very thankful that Chad and Hil gave me the out I needed with this show!  With them both gone, I'm gone. Woot!

I really miss my dad on days like today especially since my parents got married on Valentine's Day so it used to be a pretty awesome day to celebrate.  We don't do much celebrating now, but I think that's to be expected.  It's really bittersweet.

To lighten things up, I decided today was a good day for my re-re-post of my top 10 hottest guys list.  I may just have to do this every few months because my list always seems to change depending on current obsessions, looking back on past ones, or just remembering people I forgot.  So this will most likely not be the last time I re-do this.

( Can't live with them, can't live without them... )

*steals from samweed *

Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band
- Choose a band/artist and answer only in song titles by that band

My Band: O-Town

( I'm a broken picture frame, my whole world's twisted inside out )

*steals from half my flist*

Post a few lyrics from 15 shuffled songs, avoiding the title, and see if your f-list can guess the songs.

1. He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows, he's all I think about at night - Teardrops on my Guitar - Taylor Swift
2. Always said that you were my meant to be, but I guess I was in love with your memory - In Another Life - The Veronicas
3. You're an island and my ship has run aground
4. You go around like you know, who I am, but you don't, you've got me on my toes - Burnin' Up - Jonas Brothers
5. The angry boy a bit too insane, icing over a secret pain, you know you don't belong
6. No soy igual que las demas, que quieren las cosas que no les puedes dar - Santa No Soy - RBD
7. Don't want to leave it all behind, but I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time - Gotta Go My Own Way - Vanessa Hudgens
8. I feel it everyday, it's all the same, it brings me down, but I'm the one to blame - Over and Over - Three Days Grace
9. I wipe my hands on your jeans cause they are more distressed
10. You're spending all your time collecting and discovering it's not enough
11. But I'll tell you something, it's a life worth living, just so you know, I wouldn't give it up, no - Just You and Me - Rie Sinclair
12. Take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you - Apologize - OneRepublic
13. Hoy quiero tenerte sin miedo a equivocarme, me faltan tus besos que vuelvas junto a mi - Sueles Volver - RBD
14. And she's so fine designed to blow your mind, she's a dominatrix supermodel beauty queen - Liquid Dreams - O-Town
15. Made of plastic and elastic, he is rugged and long-lasting, who could ever ever ask for more

Today was the 2 year anniversary of my dad's death.  It's sort of crazy because it's only been 2 years, but it feels like it's been much longer.  I honestly don't remember much about my life before that.  I don't remember how I was, what I did for fun, or really anything about that time.  I'm not sure why that happened to me.  It just seems like such a long time ago.  It feels more like 5 years ago than 2.  I wonder if that's normal.

I usually try not to think about my dad because I get so upset, but that doesn't always work.  It's like my mind doesn't let me forget.  Both last year and this year, I've had the most random dreams the week before and he's the main person in every single one of them.  It's weird because I don't normally dream about him any other time of the year.  I guess it just goes to show it's still there lingering in the back of my mind and always will be no matter how hard I try not to remember.

Onto a much lighter subject, I am on such a Jason & Sam high.  Their scenes today were seriously cute and hilarious.  It felt so much like old times.  It was like them right b4 the whole Baby Lila tragedy started when she was really far into her pregnancy and they were cute and flirty yet sassy.  Today was definitely a step in the right direction.  Seriously only Jasam can argue playfully over one shooting the other.

Sam: I could make that shot.
Jason: Obviously you can't.
Sam: You stepped into the line of fire.  It's really not my fault that I shot you.

Oh Sam.  How I love thee! ♥  I need my couple back now!

Switching gears again, I've always thought Chad was really hott and gorgeous and delicious, etc, but I've never really been like "fuck me right now" about him til I saw those new pics.  I'm not even sure what it is about him in them, but I was just like hot damn!

 

I'm back!!!!!!

My stupid internet stopped working last Monday.  Odd considering my cable worked just fine and they're both from the same provider.  It was annoying.  I missed all of y'all. *huggles*